.:EnErgiZeR bUnNY pErsOniFied:.

nafifeel nyo na ba kung gaano kainit ngayon?! wala lang. sobrang init lang na sobrang gusto mong maghurumentado! hehe.. haay.. chika ko lang, may nangungulit sa kin sa office, nakakatawa. pano ba naman, nagpapapasa ng "notes"! can you imagine?! as in "notes".. highschool?! ayun, wala lang.. napahiya ko ata eh. tumayo kasi ako at nagannounce out loud, "whoever is passing this note around, can’t you just approach me and ask me yourself?", ayoko pa naman sa lahat yung tsope.. pero sabagay, even if he had the guts to ask, i’d still turn the guy down.. hindi kasi ako marunong magpa-run around. if hindi kita feel, i’d tell you right away, "friends na lang". eh hindi ko kasi sya type eh. sabi nga daw mayaman.. eh ano naman diba? i’m not your typical girl na madadala sa regalo no. similar to someone else i know, naghahanap pa rin kami ng "magic". oo, magic! mahilig ako sa salamangkero.. charos! :p and yes, i’m still one of those hopeless romantics looking for that "someone" that’s for me somewhere out there (beneath the pale moonlight.. hehehe!). sabi nga ni mommy emy, hindi na daw uso yun ngayon. ewan ko ba.. my point is, if you’re going to enter a relationship and the person doesn’t really mean anything to you, the loss of the relationship would be nothing, the relationship itself would mean nothing. if you think about it, if your partner would tell you, "i want out" what would you say? "go ahead"? gets? you’re probably going to anticipate the end of it right at the beginning. if it’s going to be that way, why engage yourself in the relationship in the first place if you’re only going to find yourself wishing the end of it? walang sense right? oo na, pathetic siguro.. that’s my point of view lang naman. anyway… alam nyo ba? i saw my little half sister for the first time the other day. ang saya. sobrang saya ko, naiyak ako, promise! i don’t have a sister kasi.. i have a younger brother, then yung half brother ko na eldest sa kanila yung naikita lang namin, then all my cousin’s children are boys. kaya sobrang saya, may girl na.. her name is Karla, if i had a picture of her, i’d show it here. sobrang gandang bata. she looks like me daw sabi ng yaya ng nephews ko, except her eyes are mestiza eyes, my mom is chinita kasi. only eight years old. the injustice of it all.. yung family kasi nila, well, they live in a slums area.. ;( what would be the future of the girl? i’m thinking of sending her to college someday, kung kaya ko na. haay  sad, kung may sarili lang kaming bahay, i’d want to keep her there. it’s her birthday on the 26th. gusto ko makabond yung bata. i’ll post pics when we go out. dakilang ate nanaman syempre! ganun talaga.

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